Wednesday, July 28, 2010 ,♥/-
- Abominable -
School was alright, nothing much happened.
MT > EM > SC > RECESS > CH > CE > CIU
After school, stayed back for geography test.
Don't know why this test so weird, need stay back do one -.-
After test, headed home.
Was effing tired, took a nap.
Woke up by Lester's call ._.
Once again, I'm disappointed.
I understand, time left is not much anw.
Happy and enjoying naozxc, I'm alright with it.
Be it good or bad, sui bian lah.
Not in th mood to care all these naozxc.
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I don't see th need why i should waste my Saturday every week.
Rotting down there for around 8hours, sitting down doing nothing.
All i can do is only either stand, sit or listen to musics -.-
Fishing is their interest, not mine.
Why must i spend my Saturday there?
Why can't i go out with my friends?
Put yourself in my shoe and think.
If today, th person who was treated this way was you, how would you feel?
Will you feel satisfied with th way you're treated?
Do you think its fair when people spend their Saturday on their interest and you're forced to rot down there?
Think it for yourself lah hor!
I've my limits, you know who you are.
I know i can't do anything, but I'm a human as well.
I need my own privacy and freedom.
Past few days, you guys said that i don't wanna tell you guys my things. (Why?)
Did you guys ever go think about why a not?
Its not that i don't wanna tell.
Is i think that you guys are too over protective?
A little bit only, at there kpkb liaos.
Can't even share a secret with th girl.
She would tell th boy and everything goes wrong.
I'll always regret telling you guys my things.
Its always th same, it'll never change.
I don't rebel, doesn't means that you guys are always right.
I don't rebel, cause i hear people around me telling me things.
I don't rebel, because i choose to respect.
What i want is only very simple, why you guys can't give me?
Did i ask for too much?
Just freedom and privacy, that's all.
Is it really too much?
Its 2 basic things that all people around my age need -.-
I also don't understand, why can't you grow up a bit?
Not say grow up, think wider a bit.
Why is your thinking always within that small area only?
You see, its 21 century naozxc.
Things are different from th past, stop taking your past and compare with what's happening now.
Whenever i see th way he walks, i feel so ... (I don't know how to say)
But every time she complains and th way he treat me, i don't feel how i feel anymore.
She's always th one making me change my impression towards him.
After all, seriously.
She's th one i abhor th most during this period of time.
Nuisance -.-
I'm starting to hate here more and more.
I thought, they're th ones who understand me th most.
I thought, they're th ones who value me.
I was wrong.
My friends understands me more than them.
Though not truly understand, at least friends tend to know what i want.
I wish its with me right naozxc!
I hate them, but I've no choice to love them.
Its like sooooooo wtf only -.-
JasminHeartszxcYou
yourmy--heartbreaker@bs.com ,♥
