Friday, August 13, 2010 ,♥/-
- This is where i really belong to -
You made up your mind.
You had a choice to choose, i didn't have.
But I've a hurtful answer.
Regardless right or wrong, i admit that my heart is pain.
Its alright, cause time will heal it but its going to hurt when it heals too.
They say, 'Time heals all wounds.'
If that is true, then I guess mine go deeper than pain.
But when time goes by, I'll get used of th pain one day isn't it? :')
Somehow i can't really forget you after all that we've been through.
If you didn't notice, you actually mean a lot to me.
Even though i really love you, I'm gonna smile because i deserve to (:
I've no any other choice.
I've to face th fact that you're leaving for someone else.
I'm watching you while you go.
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love.
But rather, it has shown me that I wanted to be with th wrong person so badly.
How beautiful it'll be when the right one comes along? :)
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.
If this is not th end,
If i say i still love you,
If i believe that you're my one and only, will you come back to me?
If you still want to be like this, up to you then.
Because, love is always selfish and unfair.
I'll leave, for th sake of myself.
You're once selfish, leaving for th sake of yourself being happy.
This time round, I'll be selfish too.
I'll leave for th sake of myself, my smile.
I’m going to smile and makes you think that I’m happy.
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry.
I’m going to let you go in style, even if it kills me.
I’m going to smile :)
But after a period of time, all these smiles will disappear.
When our heart intersects for a minute, its enough for me to miss it for my lifetime.
You smile for her, help her cover everything.
I wish you and her happiness in th future.
I'd like to wash away all my rely on you.
I believe i won't cry and i won't be sorry.
What's th big deal of someone you need leaving you?
You still have to live on, life still goes on right?
Just sing a song, and live on happily.
Although th song might sound a bit sad, its alright.
I'm living much more better than you.
I am still very happy, how about you?
I won't be sad anymore, don't misjudge me.
I'm no longer th girl you know.
At first, i cannot retain th excess tears in my eyes.
Now i could.
When i know no more tears will roll down, i cannot imagine how happy i was.
If i can bless you, you can bless me too right?
If this is goodbye, never ever come back.
If this is the end of a dream, don't wake me up.
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings that are not there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak.
Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
You were th one that could always make me smile.
You were th one that could always make me laugh.
You were th one who could always tell when i was mad or sad.
You were th one i always trusted.
You were th one that told me you never wanted to lose me.
You were th one that let me down.
You were th one that broke a big promise to me.
You were th one i never thought would do that...
JasminHeartszxcYou
yourmy--heartbreaker@bs.com ,♥
